Am I good enough?!?

The big event is coming.. naku! Camp na naman.. hehehe.. soon enough I’m off to Tanay once again… well I’m excited and nervous at the same time.. excited coz I’d get to experience camp again.. this time.. I’m handling the activities as “Program director”.. (naks! Ang sarap pakinggan... hehehe) on the other hand I’m nervous… because I have such a big responsibility.. although I know that the Lord will not give up on me.. and that he is always there to guide me.. somehow I feel that I’m not good enough.. nyek! Lumabas na yung pessimist side ko.. I know I shouldn’t be doing this but heck I guess sometimes anxiety gets to me.. oh well I do hope things get into the right track… hmmm .. so am I good enough.. well I know I’m not that of an actor.. I’m more of an organizig type of person.. who has quick creative but weird ideas.. hehehe.. that is me.. hay! Life.. parang buhay.. oh well there is no turning back now.. I guess its now or never.. even if I feel that I’m not good enough… I shouldn’t feel this way.. besides my peers and community feels that I can handle the job thus I should believe in myself.. like how they believe in me.. (its so easy to say it but true enough its so hard to do and express it..) well another day is up ahead and the day is coming to a close.. good luck on me.. and my staff.. no regrets.. coz I know I did my best.. and I’m sure the program team will do their best also.. KUDOS to us..